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Photobucket Hi, my name is FarahParlan I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so? But I still think my name is friggin' awesome thanks to my dad unique name Color of nature brings the resignation of me no matter where i am. Maybe that's just how Farah Parlan works?

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buzzing
Friday, June 3, 2011 10:31 AM
as much as i hate to say this, omg its almost a year ive been blogging and will you please look at my last post and its about production fyp, and now i have move on from everything that is happening there. lets do a recap shall we?

first, the lords of the underworld book which has my favourite character Amun in it, i have yet to purchase a copy and still dwelling on it since the day i have known it has come out, read a few reviews and its possitive. shall hit the kinokuniya bookstore soon.

secondly, i am now studying higher nitec in Ite College Central Macpherson in Games Design Development, as much as i want to love this course like i love DAVP back then, i have yet to get the knack out of it yet. And yes the classmates are getting to get along with me as the day goes by. I am not dreadly thinking about quiting the course, but i hate how a teacher will talk indirectly about me and iqbal ( oh yeah, we are in the same class and course ) when its clearly about us, even someone with a hearing problem might know its about us. And people there are minding their own bussiness in all their own way possible, but its fun to have privacy and not worrying about people talking, but i just have this errie guy who keep looking at me in school, lets see what happen in another chapter okay?

thirdly, afiq... hmm lets talk. im over and always be over him. no more as friend or special friend, but lets just keep in mind, see what will happen, cause sometime i miss him out of the blue.

okay enough of the bullshit, goodnight.

LOTU
Monday, November 29, 2010 7:58 AM
Well i was bored in class, and i just finish reading yet another series of the Lords Of The Underworld, this time round Aeron's story. It was not really as fun as i thought, i do not understand the true meaning of the book, therefore i am losing the interest in reading till the ending. awwwww, i miss Baden and they mention him in the story and i go saddddd :/
So i went to research more on the upcoming books, i am waiting so patiently for my favourite character, Amun.

Okay i ter side track. Currently printing all those shitloads paperwork and i am sleepy already cause tomorrow another long day with the crew in school cause i don't want to appear infront of the CE asshits people looking like draggy sick hangsober girl. I hope whatever we been doing all this while gonna be worthit since no matter how slack we look like, we actuallu are pretty concern about the shits that we are suppose to do except that we are not really doing it at the right moment.

Things are not going great the pass few days the last week hence the absence from school for 2 days ):
Had a great fight with Afiq that made me end up feeling like a pathehic sore loser, cause i have this thing of not losing and there it goes with his ego.
Yes, it was crazy & i think it was my first ever major fights but i am very lucky to have my family at home with me to make me forget whatever i am feeling at that very moment.
When i saw you just now, how i wish to go inside to say Hello, but i know it's my ego that i don't wish to be the one who talk to you first.
In the meantime, i have the time to see how long this will take us to even smile and say Hello to each other, cause like i say, i don't want to lose. That's just the way i am, accept or just let's forget about all those promises boy.

bottomline, i do miss you and i don't want you to knowm cause you will know that i am weak. ):

bad news
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 6:51 PM
i received a call from yan late yesterday night and it hurts me to hear him sound so lost and fragile, cause he's not the yan iknow.
I know i had to be there for him at that moment, not just me, but the other 3 of us.
Decided to sneak out at night and meet at Yan's place and as per normal all 5 of us get down to business, talking it out.
We are done with all of us having each issues,trying to solve life mysteries all by themselves, trying to give a laughter, a joke, a fake pathetic i am okay when we know all of us need each other to survive since we are young.
We are the invincible right? we are the best eventhough we are all separated all around the world.
And yes, i feel very very fresh when i let go off everything i been holding back all this month, all this time i need a friend and a shoulder but i deny the fact because i want to be strong, but now i know who i want to go to when i need my people.

and i left with a less of 2 weeks till the last of the 2 years journey in school ends. It's coming to an end, all those laughters and crappy shit jokes and all those disturbing good looking boys at school. We score some enemies and new experiences. But all i know, among all those 2 years we may be mad and irritated at someone, but we are always united as one when we need someone.
It's less than 2 weeks, let's try to forget the feud and hatred to someone for a moment,throw it out for a moment revive the time when we are one laughing and supporting each other cause this are the memories that might make us break through against the time when we have problem rising up.
forget the hatred, embrace the love.
after that, it's life journey already.

Harry Potter 7.1
6:10 AM
Oh yes, i watched it just now. and trust me i was not really looking forward to the part1 because all i know i want the entire history on the part2. Read the book and you know what i mean, cause in movies they usually put the different scenes when they are not suppose to be there.
But overall, they did a marvelous job in making the audience waiting for the second part of the movie.
And to you, harry potter 7 is mostly not to horror, it seems you're lying, again

and i am definitely watching again with my boys <3

motherf
6:05 AM
you may hate the fact that someone did something to do,
but do you realize that the main problem here is, you?
you may write it off all around and hoping to make us feel guilty, but right now you are the one who thinks it all around, you make a big deal out of it. And maybe i'm right, you're a pathetic load who just can't be bothered to stand for your right and make amends. Stay that way, and you will see who will get depression much more faster.
so what? i don't need a friend who can't stand up, and find someone only when you're in a depressing mode. you're just a motherfucking disgusting human being.

crazy
Thursday, October 28, 2010 2:58 PM
it's a crazy ride right now. finding out stuffs, just like a flashback with and played back dejavu. It was not fun, but hell looking back at what i was feeling last time till now, was crap. I was definitely head over heels and that was not me, definitely.
I was having the time of my lives right now, im on my right track like how i use to be now. I am not hanging to the past and moving forward, its difficult at first, but damn i need to move on or else im always in the same deep shit.
School was not the shit, everyone was mad basically at the same same person. I was just goddarn not understanding the situation, why are you so lazy and being an ass at the same time? You have others priorities, yes, but you are not the only one mind you. Other's have things that are kinda heavy but nevertheless, in my own theory, it all depends on how someone wants something badly in life. I want this life yeknew. I know i want this crazy rollercoster ride, cause i think it the shits.

Im moving on, yes. Bahh maybe its a time off from love.
damn sweet memories love, its over. goodbye.


leave me breathless
2:56 PM


fucking hot.